I Am Always So Confused

It was cold.

Standing outside in the cold at 7am... that's dedication. 

I DON'T WANT TO DO MY HOMEWORK I'M HONESTLY FREAKING OUT BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I NEED TO BUT I LIKE CAN'T GET MYSELF TO DO IT.... I keep getting myself into these extremely high-stress situations, this is why I'm going to die at 23, because of my stress.

I just really am so confused with everything all the time, honestly.

I kinda don't ever know what I'm doing, I just want to sit on my bed and make zines.

I don't want to go to school and I don't ever want to write another paper

(it feels like that's all I ever do - write papers and stress about the ones that aren't yet written)

P.S. FUN FACT - YOU'D BE SURPRISED AT HOW WELL VERLAINE'S EROTIC POETRY GOES WITH MAC DEMARCO SONGS.......

xoxo

gossip girl

jk it's alijah

other fun fact: Clem Creevy is so cool.