i feel weird

I love fall so much

it's one of those things man

:')

I feel good when I think about Autumn, and the fact that it's happening right now really makes me feel good but also weird because it's such a melancholy season it just kinda makes you feel lonely which isn't too fun.... but eh, you win some you lose some, right?

I just love leaves and sweaters and pumpkins and friends and ahhhhh :')

p.s. giving yourself a stick n poke while listening to teen suicide is such an experience and i can't even begin to describe it in words but here's a link to their band camp 

http://teensuicide.bandcamp.com

also salvia plath is such a funny/great name for a song i cry laughing all the time at this but it's a good song 

THIS IS SUCH GREAT MUSIC FOR ANGSTILY(not a word) LYING IN YOUR BEDROOM STARING AT THE CEILING AH MAN 

also i'm going to go see david frickin sedaris the day after tomorrow!!!! 

a huge part of me wants to wear something extremely weird so he writes something funny about me and i could put it inside my memoir "david sedaris made fun of something i wore in a really funny way when i was 16" 

xoxo

gossip girl

jk its alijah